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Living a Complicated and Happy Life

by Boriqua de Corazón, Inolvidable

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Let's get some ground rules covered Aliens exist but we definitely haven't met them there are just a lot of people out there looking for some sort of connection and it's easier sometimes to imagine it descending from the sky than materializing here in our everyday lives What's the cost here of speaking my mind? I'd like to thank the family for making this possible Been paying attention since I was in school the cops and the klan they're looking the same to me I wanna take one pill and have that be it (calm down) Hit that sweet spot between tough and considerate One has to inventory their heart, it's wounds and earnestness before you hand it over to another person, all spiky (it's dangerous!) When the cops get raises (that's white supremacy) sending soldiers to Iraq? (that's white supremacy too!) we built this whole place on someone else's back and although I'm a fair skinned man, continuing to do so doesn't really benefit me What's the cost here of speaking my mind? I'd like to thank my family for making this possible It gets harder and harder to compromise when love and subversion feel much the same for me!! Don't make me hug you or tell me to smile there ain't nothing safe about your brand of lip service You safety pin motherfuckers can kiss my ass the queer future's coming please save a seat for me! Once, on my birthday, someone told me I wasn't allowed to be latino Andate a la mierda, cabron! My whole life, they've been saying I can't dig men and women at the same time Buscapleitos! I don't want to fight you don't want to start a war but I will respond to micro aggressions towards myself and my loved ones with macro aggressions Straight up. What's the cost here of speaking my mind? I'd like to thank this family for making it possible Strength is seeking love on your owns terms Let the heart-starved motherfuckers save their energy This is an age where faith is uncool but I believe in how I feel about you babe - now let me tell you something truly subversive: God is Great
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God is Great 02:29
I won't say there's something missing but I'm feeling an absence an absence of faith maybe baby I won't hurt this Sunday morning if I can keep my strength god is great say I wanna Pretend that someone's always listening cares about all my feelings directs me towards you each time I'm praying to encounter nothing our love can't conquer no one can go it alone tonight I'll prove it to you here in my country they say the devil is in the details right before they bury you Cause if this world cannot get better what the fuck are we gonna go? So I won't say there's something missing but I'm feeling an absence an absence of faith MAYBE BABY!!! I won't hurt this Sunday morning if I can keep my strength god is great
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Not sure that I heard you can you repeat it again we've come from all over getting time to hear something else I don't mean to scold (you) yell about it Don't think we're meant to be friends I'm exposing my insides and outs over this I'm a gift not a contract getting time to be something else I don't mean to scold (you) yell about it Don't think we're meant to be friends I'm all over it again Right around the year 19(94) I swore that I'd be something else a consummate giver but boy GET YOUR OWN NET FLICKS! Separate to preserve my being I'm sorry it's come down to this but I can't let you hurt me again Nothing that we do is on purpose except everything is My brain's not broken on purpose the sorta mind a mother could love I don't mean to scold (you) yell about it Don't think we're meant to be friends I'm all over it again Right around the year 19(94) I swore that I'd be something else a consummate giver but boy GET YOUR OWN NET FLICKS! Separate to preserve my being! I'm sorry it's come down to this but I can't let you hurt me again Whose job was it to fill us with purpose this boy's a tad overtone My sense of safety's a circus it's this lottery I won I'm not gonna scold you or go on about it but I don't think we're meant to be friends I'm finding all of my people it's a shame you're not them This decade's a long one we'll find time to be something else I won't count you out or forget about this but today I'm over it again.
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In order to start changing a violence you don't understand stand and admit the limitations of being one man omnipotence led us to ruin so many times before if you wanna be different stay silent some more amazing what arrives when you don't fill the room with your breathing a growling on the rise teeth sharp take a step and I'm leaving I can say I'm sorry a thousand times but if nothing changes every word was a lie was raised by wolves but we're all a lamb inside our minds (oh it's coming) may we find peace this time (oh it's coming on!) Fear cannot keep us apart forever I'll keep on reaching and nothing can stop me gently There's a monster inside of my house and I can't get it out of here much as I try In order to stare down the danger we all must pretend not to hear the murder and maiming! Trust is a long road paved in the blood of the damned My veins are full but they're rapidly draining! It's feeding, getting strong eight feet tall and thick in its knees Its voice grinds my bones to dust inside my genes this disease The will to hate isn't inherited, it's passed on down Will you still love me when I'm buried six feet underground? all depends what I say right here, and right now (oh it's coming) I'd do anything to keep you around (oh it's coming on!) Fear will not keep us apart forever I stand here open let it come and humble me There's a monster inside of my house and I can't get it out of here much as I try I know it's been tearing at us for so long Hard to remember a time before it arrived in our lives There's a monster inside of our house and I can't get it out! much as I try
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It shouldn't be too much to ask to open up baby, see I have this wound this gash It's for the family that I left let's circle round honey bodies need more rest we'll take it back! All around they reply with the same lies insist that I deny what I can see with my own two eyes It's a disaster zone! Pumped up chiropractors riding the block chain the chads and the ryans all beginning to sound the same it's a disaster zone My governor says germs are bad but freedom calls baby keep them dying fast and steeping in debt Elon Musk says taxes are bad the subprime animals are chomping at our backs they're built to last Who are we working for? (just who) Just who are we working for? (who) Who are we working for? (just who) Just who are we working for? All around me they reply with the same lies insist that I deny what I can see with my own two eyes It's a disaster zone! Pumped up chiropractors riding the block chain the chads and the ryans all beginning to sound the same it's a disaster zone Pumped up chiropractors riding the block chain the chads and the ryans all beginning to sound the same it's a disaster zone
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He's a dead man with a broken heart hatred tore him apart He's a transplant he's a former star striking out from the start don't forget what we are Who failed Joe Mendez? Was it you? Was it me? Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Man made me promise son please don't join the army Come (stand here and) tell me again! Mutagenic defoliant herbicide dioxin pours from his eyes Should have been there I was only a child ... couldn't have known what we are tearing away at my heart Who failed Joe Mendez? Was it you? Was it me? Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Man made me promise son please don't join the army Come (stand here and) tell me again! Ooo Everyone knows not to talk about that something that lives inside the base of your spine cells went crazy and rose above their pay grade and starved him out in front of our eyes it sounded like this Who failed Joe Mendez? Was it you? Was it me? Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Ooo Man made me promise son please don't join the army Can he see me now and all that I'm up to to spite his coroded love Incomplete didn't get the chance to correct you that image of what lives about Come (stand here and) tell me again!
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Looking Up 02:51
I know your heart was broken into a million little pieces just like your mother's before you sure it's a man's fault if you go back far enough But I never asked to be your child I'm not indebted to your labor you had a solemn responsibility but lacked the skills and courage to recognize me You couldn't see color tell the difference between one place or another my father was embarassed bout speaking Spanish at Christmas with your Navy father and Navy brother If they had all been drafted at the same time, the same way who would have come back in a box who would have been infected with agent orange? I've been hanging on and not tending to everything cause I didn't know how you know? Kept telling me that your husband had died (screaming I knew Kept telling strangers that my father had died (begging) you knew too As I became an adult you couldn't recognize my feelings cause you never learned to recognize yours Love and control ain't the same thing, you don't building character sleeping on floors but exposing your heart vulnerably to the people you dare call yours I've been hanging on and not tending to everything cause I didn't know how you know? I've been hanging on and not tending to everything cause I didn't know how you know? Things are looking up! Whenever you'd come to visit I'd try to show you all my favorite things But you were way too busy imparting lessons meant for little kids Other people can only reach you if they lie Re: what they're all about, and the things they feel inside because if you can't control it, it's right out your mind's eye If you get your needs met by screaming than you don't deserve to have a child Remember when those kids called you a dumb new age imperialist well they were right I've been hanging on and not tending to everything cause I didn't know how you know I've been hanging on and not tending to everything cause I didn't know how you know I've been hanging on and not tending to everything cause I didn't know how you know I've been hanging on and not tending to everything cause I didn't know how you know Things are looking up!
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Coyote 02:50
Let's meet up at my place for you, I'll share my love We'll keep our troubles at bay for you, I'll share my love And much to my surprise all the angles are swelling BABY please Can we double up and ride for DAYS I don't wanna go solo into the night Cause when the sun goes down Papa gets a bit scroungy My blood's part coyote Baby Oooooooo Under pale moonlight the soul it transforms me and I don't wanna hide it away Complicated younger days Followed, a code of conduct But when you strip the loneliness away all's left, the stars and the starstruck People only rise so high before their temperament's changing LATELY a lot Everything considered you can't be too SAFE I don't wanna go solo STAY and fight Cause when the sun goes down Paper gets a bit scroungy My blood's part coyote Baby Oooooooooo Under pale moodlight the soul it transforms me and I don't wanna hide it away Cause when the sun goes down Paper gets a bit scroungy My blood's part coyote Baby Oooooooooo Under pale moodlight the soul it transforms me and I don't wanna hide it away
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Can smell a coward from a mile away and I can smell it on myself at the end of the day Can't do a thing about it Well I might call you a sister I might call you a friend Costs a pretty penny No matter how much you spend Conditionally about it Nobody's counting baby nobody cares Pile up your money consolidate your shares Operationally underfunded Throw the book at you, baby charge you with glee Keep the peace Keep it peckin Long as you tone it down around me Can't stand to be around it Think about it when you're feeling macho When you put down your rifle to look more femme Objectify all fruits and puddings look your boo up on the internet It's not enough for General Kelly if you march to the beat of your own drum No it's not enough I'm a young dumbass HEY! I don't want another NO, HEY! I don't want another It's not enough for General Kelly Not enough for the way outside No, it's not enough Not enough This iron that we're pumping feels a little bit light piling on the muscles and we're itching to fight But no one here's gonna get off easy Four more years! before the violence seizes me This man is a killer he craves genocide but he looks so sexy with jeans riding high There ain't no way around it Energy's toxic he's a noxious gas fill your lungs up with fluid makes you feel like a piece of ass Shape your life! around earning his sympathies Still a slut! with god's light in me Think about it when you're feeling macho When you put down your rifle to look more femme Objectify all fruits and puddings look your boo up on the internet It's not enough for General Kelly if your march to the beat of your own drum No it's not enough I'm a young dumbass HEY! I don't want another NO, HEY! I don't want another Please, HEY! I don't want another It's not enough It's never enough! I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you Never been enough for General Kelly Can't feed the way outside I swear we're enough you're more than enough I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what.
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Forgiveness 03:28
Your forgiveness is a drug that you take with a shrug You say I'd rather not heal not stomach my next meal While I wait (while I wait, while I wait) (Your forgiveness) Isn't something that I count on, it's something I earn Not enough to say I'm all about you to love is to learn (You say I'd rather) Each of us still hanging on the other to what we deserve what we deserve my style might say fuck boy but my heart it's all nerve psychobonic nerve While I wait (while I wait, while I wait) While I wait (while I wait, while I wait) While I wait (while I wait, while I wait) Your forgiveness is a drug Isn't something that I count on it's something I earn that you take with a shrug my style might say fuck boy but my heart it's all nerve You say I'd rather not heal this is a coming out party I AM A VERB not stomach my next meal all that we deserve You say I'd rather not heal not stomach my next meal While I wait (while I wait, while I wait)
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Mean moms club boyee they're coming for you It's time we start believing in something else we all need something Mean moms club coming to your rescue Feeling pretty normal to tell the truth call a nighttime meeting And I swear this club will leave no member behind this club's objectives are more divine this club it's running out of time Let's try our hand at necromancy bring back all the dead dads Time travel's no mere fantasy Unhanging Florida's Chads We'll beat back the fires and the rising seas Before anyone's mad When I'm dug in next to you I'm glad When I'm dug in next to you I'm glad Mean mom's club boyee they know what to do It's time we started healing each other's hearts tend to our wounded Mean mom's club coming through when you're lonely You're charming and worthy of love don't you fucking forget it Or I swear this club will leave no member behind this club's objectives are most divine this club it's running out of time Let's try our hand at necromancy bring back all the dead dads Time travel's no mere fantasy Unhanging Florida's Chads We'll beat the fires and the rising seas Before anyone's mad When I'm dug in next to you I'm glad When I'm dug in next to you I'm glad

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released March 12, 2022

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Boriqua de Corazón, Inolvidable Queens, New York

My dad was from the Bronx, his mother and grandmother born on the island. I'm from Flushing, originally.

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